The adventure of unraveling
An interesting soul…
A personality that is able to do things
No other being can do to you
You come to find that
The gaze
Blush
Shudder
Of getting to know him…
As you two circle around each other
Is a thrill that can never be compared
To any other moment of history
You two shall share together…
When bones shall become old
And you’ve both made love in every
Possible Way
A decade after.
15/08/15
Natasha- City
Serious and coy
Flirty and motherly
A man’s mind, a woman’s arms
Her delicate palms, her strong heart
She’s the woman who’s got my heart
With a cute tie on curvy hips
I watch her walk out of her office
Those long slender legs
Slid into my car and said ‘drive’
Her analytical brains
Prepared my financial budget
Able hands built our home
Soft lips
Eased tension from a life time of
Tensed muscles
Her softness
Cushioned my hardness
She changed my world
Sunlight in a dense forest
Rain on patched desert
She brought meaning to my life
Strict yet tender
Strong yet vulnerable
This is the woman I’m
In love with
And will forever be
We were meant to be.
11/12/15
Tasha
What do men look for in a woman?……
I remember….
The first time I saw you
All you have always been
To which I’ve been blind to
That father saw….but I couldn’t see
A man of wisdom
A man with a soft heart
You wear perseverance
Like a tailor’s suit…..
You’re the emblem of patience
How sweet it is to know….
That I am with someone who came For me even when
He couldn’t yet see beauty….
But saw only my future….
Someone who will still find me Beautiful with stretch marks even as we age
The spirit that you bring
Refused to be quenched by my
Silly self and Childish attitudes
Staring at your soul…and beautiful
Spirit
That gives its all and calls me
Family; though i’m not blood.
There is where I fell in love
I fell!
I’m consumed!
I’m overwhelmed!
Did you know that I’m
crazy- overwhelmed!
I vow in marriage
That at times I’ll fail you
I vow
That at times I will fall short
But in failures and shortcomings
I won’t tap out
I won’t give up
To you and only you
Today I commit
To you and only you
I submit
I’ve learnt that he loved me
Enough to give me you
Even when I couldn’t see you
So I’m willing to stay strong
To the very end.
13/11/15
Natasha- City
-Courtesy Janette Ikz
You inspire me Janette.
P4CM.COM 👍
Only emotions can describe it
Only the heart of true lovers
Can know its true fear
It’s true pain
It’s true terror
Don’t tell me you understand
When you’ve not spent a night
Rolling under the sheets seeking
The face of sleep that is determined
To allude your pain stricken soul
Till dawn breaks
Over your sighing heart
Don’t tell me you understand
The fear in the heart of a man
– paralyzed
That predisposes him to driving
Mad at midnight
In a miserable t- shift worn inside out
The fear
That predisposes him to farting
Unconsciously in front of his lady
Yet to be ex
– His brain cells interpret the action
As the least important thing
In the world
The fear
That predisposes him to kneeling
On a rocky ground oblivious and
Stoic to any pain but that of the heart
Rapturing at the prospect of a breakup
In the face of this
Day still breaks
And life goes on
Without our permission
The world’s duty calls…
And we must respond
Howbeit with lifeless eyes
For the world is now devoid
Of joy In her eyes
And life suddenly has no
Meaning in his eyes….
If only all could be untrue
So our hearts could
Be blinded to the events of pain
And we could love against the pain
Kiss against the Hurt
And choose to stay inspite
Of the odds
Forgive me…
If I can’t….
It’s over….
It’s definitely over.
– that was how sure I was
In memorial to a breakup that almost occurred.
I remember….
The first time I saw you
All you have always been
To which I’ve been blind to
That father saw….but I couldn’t see
A man of wisdom
A man with a soft heart
You wear perseverance
Like a tailor’s suit…..
You’re the emblem of patience
How sweet it is to know….
That I am with someone who came For me even when
He couldn’t yet see beauty….
But saw only my future….
Someone who will still find me Beautiful with stretch marks even as we age
The spirit that you bring
Refused to be quenched by my
Silly self and Childish attitudes
Staring at your soul…and beautiful
Spirit
That gives its all and calls me
Family; though i’m not blood.
There is where I fell in love
I fell!
I’m consumed!
I’m overwhelmed!
Did you know that I’m
crazy- overwhelmed!
I vow in marriage
That at times I’ll fail you
I vow
That at times I will fall short
But in failures and shortcomings
I won’t tap out
I won’t give up
To you and only you
Today I commit
To you and only you
I submit
I’ve learnt that he loved me
Enough to give me you
Even when I couldn’t see you
So I’m willing to stay strong
To the very end.
13/11/15
Natasha- City
-Courtesy Janette Ikz
You inspire me Janette.
P4CM.COM 👍
I have gone these days without you
Because I dare my soul
To be independent
I dare my body to be independent
I loathe to be addicted to
Another soul
To the point I can’t breathe
Without him
I will not
Will not succumb to the sweeping
Images of you
That still flood my mind
Ever too frequently
If I let my hands and brain go idle
I will not succumb to feeling
Guilty
And being the one to end this
Silence
Yes a relationship is about sacrifice
Been a fool for love’s sake
But I will not
Because should you ever repeat
This act
I know I will have no option
Than to bury my heart in
Pain and endure
And that is why this is
My only one chance to let you
Know
What you did was not okay
And is never acceptable on
Any day
And should you ever repeat it
Let your heart and mind
Be prepared for the wrath
Of your woman
Till then
Let the silence continue……
21/12/15
Natasha- City
I hate it when we’re not talking….and I know I’m being childish…and he is expecting and giving me more time and room to mature before his anger descends….and yet I’m as stubborn as Natasha…..coz if I’m right I will never say I’m wrong! I won’t!
When is it best to use Silent Treatment as a way of handling a problem in a relationship?
If you’ve tried it before you will know that the familiar hours of the day when you two chat or check up on each other will come…but they will come without him or her ….and that will make you sick. Then you find yourself struggling with either- handling the sick feeling and overcoming it or just ending the silence. Depending on how angry you are or how you feel about the situation; you will choose one of the two options.
Many a times I have found that silent treatment only tends to stretch on miscommunication and we only get to find out and iron things out when we finally talk. Yet somehow I’m addicted to using silent treatment when I get angry and I know I must stop!
I think silent treatment is only needed if you’re the short tempered type and are likely to say things before thinking- things you will regret but can’t take back- with this the silent treatment might help you.
HASH TAGS
#WHEN DO YOU EMPLOY SILENT TREATMENT IN A RELATIONSHIP?
#DOES SILENT TREATMENT HELP?
#IS THE USE OF SILENT TREATMENT CHILDISH?
Hearts soaring on a thrill of a vacation
Never experienced
Uncertainties await two lovers
But in the face of uncertainties
There is no room for
Worry for
Freedom is bliss
Now at hindsight
I know not which is more beautiful
Our spooning nights
Your slow breath against my skin
Your hairy arms wrapped around
My tummy
Our legs entangled with the foreign
Feel of your naked
Masculine thighs on mine
Or
The art of my feminine figure
In your masculine shirt
Tiptoeing about the room
To the revel of your hungry eyes
Oh
My soft heart did leap
When I beheld a man wrapped in
White Towel
Emerging from the bathroom
In hairy endowment as of a teen wolf
But my memory can
Never paint well nor do justice to
The glory of the moment
When I felt like a woman
In the arms of a strong black man
Oh he was black
And strong
And I had never known wetness
Till my legs shook with Prolonged- delayed
Pleasure
And my body begged your very entrance
Though my lips chose not to employ
And the escapes of my lips’ groans
Underestimated the experience of
You taking me!
Unbearable pleasure
Painful pleasure
Pain in pleasure
Was all my body did know
Till it was over
And you lay on me
Like a baby
It was the night of 5th July 2015
6th July 2015
Natasha- City
The first times’ of everything is always a moment to cherish forever for there is never going to be anything like the first time! The first kiss…the first touch…the first time his hand touched your cheeks….the first dance..the first time you walked hand in hand…………….the first night together!
Mum and dad will say it was on their wedding night but we all know that isn’t true 🙈☺️
Every emotion is heightened and there are butterflies in the tummy no matter how mature you act! Seeing her in a bathrobe is a thrill! Seeing him with a towel wrapped around his waist is a thrill! And when sweet oh night finally arrives and you feel his arms going around your tummy…hairy legs wrapping around your legs and his hardness pressed against your bum you will have to shut your eyes and suppress the youthful giggle and pray you get to still keep your virginity.☺️
But from the above……you know I wasn’t able to keep mine….😊🙈
HASHTAGS
#THE FIRST NIGHT TOGETHER
#BREAKING THE VIRGINITY OF A RELATIONSHIP
Lying in your arms
In the stillness of the night
Sharing one breath
As our noses crush against
Each other
-The most beautiful moment
I had ever experienced with you
That it could last forever-
As Enrique played music making
Love to our ears
Highlighting and capturing the moment
Wrapping my young heart in sweet
love and bliss
Listening to your intermittent
Snore…
My thoughts run into the midnight air
Envisaging a life together…
Nights like these
If we would still spoon together
On marriage nights
When been in love
Has burned away
But who cares……….
That I have this moment is
All my beating heart can feel
That you are mine
Is the only thrill my mind can
Comprehend and handle now
And I hate that I have to spoil
The moment and
Wake you up
Before the cocks give their loudest
Crow
And mummy finds her girl
Lying in the arms of a man
In her own hall.
….”giggling”,………
16/5/15
Natasha- City
# THE EARLY DAYS OF A RELATIONSHIP WHERE EVERY TOUCH MATTERS AND LYING IN HIS ARMS IS SUCH A BIG DEAL
Intimacy was when my eyes
Glanced into yours and
You caught my thoughts before
I could grasp them back
Intimacy was when you
Caressed me back with your
Synchronizing thoughts and I didn’t Have to feel like a flirt
Intense became the surrounding Environment when my soul
Recognized your very kind
Stimulates
My very delight…
And as our intellect began to fondle
Over a mug of coffee
And your eyes undressed my
World view and beliefs
I found that I could ride on the
Waves of your gray matter for an eternity
And share caffeinated secrets with
Your lit eyes and attentive ears for
A decade
And if we allow
Ourselves…
Our brains
To continually stroke each other
We will get to that familiar juncture…
Where
Our hormones
Would want to also mingle
Coz I’m already staring at your
Hairy hands
And wondering if they are only
Good at tapping the table
And my mind is already placing
My arms around your neck
Waltzing to “all of me”.
So we have to end here
You’ve been a pleasant distraction
In my harmony of life plans
And I have a man to go back to.
Adios😊
…..”giggling”…….
14/11/15
Tasha
To Herbert
Malcolm
Ekow
Kumaku
And all the guys I’ve ever been
Tempered to flirt with😊
There are people you come across in life that might have a look that might just seize your attention. There are those who might have the spirit that attracts you. There are those who have the brains that gets your mind wet and hungry for an infinite conversation.
All these at one point in time have crossed my path and left a trail of excitement and joy. But I had a focus and I had to move on and not succumb to the temptation to date. Some were easy to say good bye to; others…is a story to tell.
The latter were the brain ones…the ones who’s thought processes get me wet and I never have enough of a conversation with them….who’s words were like flowing poetry- add to that a romantic heart and mature arms strong enough to make you feel like a woman! Damn! How do you resist that!
But still they remain a persona non grata coz you’ve got other plans for your life……and you just can’t include him…..Or her. And if any of these happen to come by when you’re already in a relationship- damn! That’s worse.
Have you ever felt that way?
#FLIRTATIONS YOU COULD NOT TAKE SERIOUS THOUGH YOU WANTED TO
#FLIRTING FOR A WHILE BEFORE LETTING GO
#HANDLING A FLIRTATION
When I say I love you
I mean
I can’t believe you are mine
That
With all the boundaries around you
I’m the woman who gets to have
Your heart
When I say I love you
I mean
You are wonderful
Your heart
Your strength
Your commitment
Your vision
They leave me in awe
And knowing I’m at the center
Of these makes me feel like
The luckiest woman on earth
But when i say I love him
I mean
With him I feel beautiful
Effortlessly
In my skin
In my personality
In my being
With him
I smile effortlessly
I Loose all my phobias
And begin to soar
When I say I love him
I mean
His name makes me
Wet
And I don’t need a lube
His words overflow my heart
With living poetry
Poetry in abundance
And I’m forever aching to write
And live the next day
With him I REST
And yet take on larger responsibilities
I blossom and never feel weary
I laugh and I’m ready to
Try salsa dancing
I begin building my life
And not with weary eyes
But eyes filled with life and meaning
With him I’m vulnerable
And yet strong
Passionate and yet focused
Playful and yet mature
A girl and yet a woman
Sexy and yet demure
And life suddenly
Takes on a new form!
In this journey with you
I was armed for every huddle
We would face
But my heart never conceived
A huddle of this kind
And my neurons were never prepared
For pain they could not block
Oxytocin at it’s peak
I have taken the steps
My heart promised you
A time before today
To keep and cherish your heart
Forever
Was my promise to you
And I swear I would never break it
And I can only but pray
Fervently
That time will do it’s job
And heal this
Terrible Ache and throbbing desire
That threatens to make life
Bleak and loose essence
In my eyes
_
That threatens to explode and
Shed tears unending………
Tears for a man
I would never get to love
Tears for a man
Who resembled my Life’s Answer
Sigh
Help me God
05/05/16
Natasha- City
Maybe if your lover had all these other abilities he/she seems to lack…then the relationship would be Perfect! Yes you love him or her just the way he is….she is……but
If only he could be more supportive….put more effort in looking good…..be more romantic and spontaneous…..more in tune with how you feel. Damn! Then the relationship will be just perfect!
Lol
But we are all human- flawed beings…..and perfection will always be a stone’s throw away.
As long as it’s not a ‘gulf’ away but a stone’s throw away, there’s no need dumping him/her for the next person you’ve fallen for. You might be chasing an illusion you will regret a life too late.
Just some few silences left…..some last fading words…….then I’ll be able to forget about him…..and stay faithful to my partner.
#STAYING FAITHFUL
#IN LOVE WITH TWO
#WHO DO I LOVE?
Petals of The Wind|love is beautiful..and painful 