Beautiful Love*

Our Vows

I remember….

The first time I saw you

All you have always been

To which I’ve been blind to

That father saw….but I couldn’t see

A man of wisdom

A man with a soft heart

You wear perseverance

Like a tailor’s suit…..

You’re the emblem of patience

How sweet it is to know….

That I am with someone who came For me even when

He couldn’t yet see beauty….

But saw only my future….

Someone who will still find me Beautiful with stretch marks even as we age

The spirit that you bring

Refused to be quenched by my

Silly self and Childish attitudes

Staring at your soul…and beautiful

Spirit

That gives its all and calls me

Family; though i’m not blood.

There is where I fell in love

I fell!

I’m consumed!

I’m overwhelmed!

Did you know that I’m

crazy- overwhelmed!

I vow in marriage

That at times I’ll fail you

I vow

That at times I will fall short

But in failures and shortcomings

I won’t tap out

I won’t give up

To you and only you

Today I commit

To you and only you

I submit

I’ve learnt that he loved me

Enough to give me you

Even when I couldn’t see you

So I’m willing to stay strong

To the very end.

                              13/11/15

                            Natasha- City

                           -Courtesy Janette Ikz

You inspire me Janette.
P4CM.COM 👍

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Painful Love

Break Up

Only emotions can describe it

Only the heart of true lovers

Can know its true fear

It’s true pain

It’s true terror

Don’t tell me you understand

When you’ve not spent a night

Rolling under the sheets seeking

The face of sleep that is determined

To allude your pain stricken soul

Till dawn breaks

Over your sighing heart

Don’t tell me you understand

The fear in the heart of a man

– paralyzed

That predisposes him to driving

Mad at midnight

In a miserable t- shift worn inside out

The fear

That predisposes him to farting

Unconsciously in front of his lady

Yet to be ex

– His brain cells interpret the action

As the least important thing

In the world

The fear

That predisposes him to kneeling

On a rocky ground oblivious and

Stoic to any pain but that of the heart

Rapturing at the prospect of a breakup

In the face of this

Day still breaks

And life goes on

Without our permission

The world’s duty calls…

And we must respond

Howbeit with lifeless eyes

For the world is now devoid

Of joy In her eyes

And life suddenly has no

Meaning in his eyes….

If only all could be untrue

So our hearts could

Be blinded to the events of pain

And we could love against the pain

Kiss against the Hurt

And choose to stay inspite

Of the odds

Forgive me…

If I can’t….

It’s over….

It’s definitely over.

                    – that was how sure I was

In memorial to a breakup that almost occurred.

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Beautiful Love*

On this day I Vow…..

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I remember….

The first time I saw you

All you have always been

To which I’ve been blind to

That father saw….but I couldn’t see

A man of wisdom

A man with a soft heart

You wear perseverance

Like a tailor’s suit…..

You’re the emblem of patience

How sweet it is to know….

That I am with someone who came For me even when

He couldn’t yet see beauty….

But saw only my future….

Someone who will still find me Beautiful with stretch marks even as we age

The spirit that you bring

Refused to be quenched by my

Silly self and Childish attitudes

Staring at your soul…and beautiful

Spirit

That gives its all and calls me

Family; though i’m not blood.

There is where I fell in love

I fell!

I’m consumed!

I’m overwhelmed!

Did you know that I’m

crazy- overwhelmed!

I vow in marriage

That at times I’ll fail you

I vow

That at times I will fall short

But in failures and shortcomings

I won’t tap out

I won’t give up

To you and only you

Today I commit

To you and only you

I submit

I’ve learnt that he loved me

Enough to give me you

Even when I couldn’t see you

So I’m willing to stay strong

To the very end.

                              13/11/15

                            Natasha- City

                           -Courtesy Janette Ikz

You inspire me Janette.
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Painful Love

AND THE Silence reigns on………..

I have gone these days without you 

Because I dare my soul 
To be independent
I dare my body to be independent
I loathe to be addicted to
Another soul
To the point I can’t breathe
Without him

I will not
Will not succumb to the sweeping
Images of you
That still flood my mind
Ever too frequently
If I let my hands and brain go idle

I will not succumb to feeling
Guilty
And being the one to end this
Silence

Yes a relationship is about sacrifice
Been a fool for love’s sake
But I will not
Because should you ever repeat
This act
I know I will have no option
Than to bury my heart in
Pain and endure

And that is why this is
My only one chance to let you
Know
What you did was not okay
And is never acceptable on
Any day

And should you ever repeat it
Let your heart and mind
Be prepared for the wrath
Of your woman
Till then
Let the silence continue……
                                21/12/15
                                Natasha- City

I hate it when we’re not talking….and I know I’m being childish…and he is expecting and giving me more time and room to mature before his anger descends….and yet I’m as stubborn as Natasha…..coz if I’m right I will never say I’m wrong! I won’t!

When is it best to use Silent Treatment as a way of handling a problem in a relationship?

If you’ve tried it before you will know that the familiar hours of the day when you two chat or check up on each other will come…but they will come without him or her ….and that will make you sick. Then you find yourself struggling with either- handling the sick feeling and overcoming it or just ending the silence. Depending on how angry you are or how you feel about the situation; you will choose one of the two options.

Many a times I have found that silent treatment only tends to stretch on miscommunication and we only get to find out and iron things out when we finally talk. Yet somehow I’m addicted to using silent treatment when I get angry and I know I must stop!

I think silent treatment is only needed if you’re the short tempered type and are likely to say things before thinking- things you will regret but can’t take back- with this the silent treatment might help you.

HASH TAGS
#WHEN DO YOU EMPLOY SILENT TREATMENT IN A RELATIONSHIP?
#DOES SILENT TREATMENT HELP?
#IS THE USE OF SILENT TREATMENT CHILDISH?

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Naughty Love

Virgin Night 

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Hearts soaring on a thrill of a vacation
Never experienced
Uncertainties await two lovers
But in the face of uncertainties
There is no room for
Worry for
Freedom is bliss

Now at hindsight
I know not which is more beautiful

Our spooning nights
Your slow breath against my skin
Your hairy arms wrapped around
My tummy
Our legs entangled with the foreign
Feel of your naked
Masculine thighs on mine

Or
The art of my feminine figure
In your masculine shirt
Tiptoeing about the room
To the revel of your hungry eyes

Oh
My soft heart did leap
When I beheld a man wrapped in
White Towel
Emerging from the bathroom
In hairy endowment as of a teen wolf

But my memory can
Never paint well nor do justice to
The glory of the moment
When I felt like a woman
In the arms of a strong black man

Oh he was black
And strong
And I had never known wetness
Till my legs shook with Prolonged- delayed
Pleasure
And my body begged your very entrance
Though my lips chose not to employ

And the escapes of my lips’ groans
Underestimated the experience of
You taking me!
Unbearable pleasure
Painful pleasure
Pain in pleasure
Was all my body did know
Till it was over
And you lay on me
Like a baby
It was the night of 5th July 2015

                             6th July 2015
                              Natasha- City

The first times’ of everything is always a moment to cherish forever for there is never going to be anything like the first time! The first kiss…the first touch…the first time his hand touched your cheeks….the first dance..the first time you walked hand in hand…………….the first night together!

Mum and dad will say it was on their wedding night but we all know that isn’t true 🙈☺️

Every emotion is heightened and there are butterflies in the tummy no matter how mature you act! Seeing her in a bathrobe is a thrill! Seeing him with a towel wrapped around his waist is a thrill! And when sweet oh night finally arrives and you feel his arms going around your tummy…hairy legs wrapping around your legs and his hardness pressed against your bum you will have to shut your eyes and suppress the youthful giggle and pray you get to still keep your virginity.☺️

But from the above……you know I wasn’t able to keep mine….😊🙈

HASHTAGS
#THE FIRST NIGHT TOGETHER
#BREAKING THE VIRGINITY OF A RELATIONSHIP

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Beautiful Love*

An Adventurous Night 


 

Lying in your arms

In the stillness of the night

Sharing one breath

As our noses crush against

Each other

-The most beautiful moment

I had ever experienced with you

That it could last forever-

As Enrique played music making

Love to our ears

Highlighting and capturing the moment

Wrapping my young heart in sweet

love and bliss

Listening to your intermittent

Snore…

My thoughts run into the midnight air

Envisaging a life together…

Nights like these

If we would still spoon together

On marriage nights

When been in love

Has burned away

But who cares……….

That I have this moment is

All my beating heart can feel

That you are mine

Is the only thrill my mind can

Comprehend and handle now

And I hate that I have to spoil

The moment and

Wake you up

Before the cocks give their loudest

Crow

And mummy finds her girl

Lying in the arms of a man

In her own hall.

….”giggling”,………

                                 16/5/15

                                  Natasha- City

# THE EARLY DAYS OF A RELATIONSHIP WHERE EVERY TOUCH MATTERS AND LYING IN HIS ARMS IS SUCH A BIG DEAL

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Naughty Love

Persona non grata


Intimacy was when my eyes
Glanced into yours and
You caught my thoughts before
I could grasp them back

Intimacy was when you
Caressed me back with your
Synchronizing thoughts and I didn’t Have to feel like a flirt

Intense became the surrounding Environment when my soul
Recognized your very kind
Stimulates
My very delight…
And as our intellect began to fondle
Over a mug of coffee
And your eyes undressed my
World view and beliefs
I found that I could ride on the
Waves of your gray matter for an eternity
And share caffeinated secrets with
Your lit eyes and attentive ears for
A decade

And if we allow
Ourselves…
Our brains
To continually stroke each other
We will get to that familiar juncture…
Where
Our hormones
Would want to also mingle

Coz I’m already staring at your
Hairy hands
And wondering if they are only
Good at tapping the table
And my mind is already placing
My arms around your neck
Waltzing to “all of me”.

So we have to end here
You’ve been a pleasant distraction
In my harmony of life plans
And I have a man to go back to.
Adios😊
…..”giggling”…….
                              14/11/15
                               Tasha
To Herbert
     Malcolm
     Ekow
     Kumaku
     And all the guys I’ve ever been    
     Tempered to flirt with😊

There are people you come across in life that might have a look that might just seize your attention. There are those who might have the spirit that attracts you. There are those who have the brains that gets your mind wet and hungry for an infinite conversation.

All these at one point in time have crossed my path and left a trail of excitement and joy. But I had a focus and I had to move on and not succumb to the temptation to date. Some were easy to say good bye to; others…is a story to tell.

The latter  were the brain ones…the ones who’s thought processes get me wet and I never have enough of a conversation with them….who’s words were like flowing poetry- add to that a romantic heart and mature arms strong enough to make you feel like a woman! Damn! How do you resist that!

But still they remain a persona non grata coz you’ve got other plans for your life……and you just can’t include him…..Or her. And if any of these happen to come by when you’re already in a relationship- damn! That’s worse.

Have you ever felt that way?

#FLIRTATIONS YOU COULD NOT TAKE SERIOUS THOUGH YOU WANTED TO
#FLIRTING FOR A WHILE BEFORE LETTING GO
#HANDLING A FLIRTATION

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