I have desired another man
To you before
But I could never cause my heart
Or cajole in the least
For I could not toy with your heart
You’re so true and pure
No one gives his all like that
Only Jesus did
Now Jesus and you
I’m sorry that in the years to come
When life feels empty
Even by your side
And the devil presents me with
My mind will toy with it
My heart will glitter with mischief
In the secret corners of moments
And my fingers might
write poems of them…
But this I promise you
They will never have me
I will never soil your name
These sighs and yearnings shall
Never know life
Because wisdom tells me these
Cravings will always be natural
And more formidable when
Life gets domestic and humdrum
You can have everything you want
With one person
If only you’re willing to work
A heir when he’s still a child
Cannot have access to the true
Treasures of the kingdom
To move past these temptations
To be that woman you can love and
And trust to remain yours forever
Like a mother’s devotion to her child
I once fell for another man whiles in a relationship. Then I realized I am no different…….
I am no different from Brad Pitt and all the other lovers who have badly hurt their erstwhile partners- I could be equally wicked. Coz I can feel the drive and need to end this relationship and move on to the next!
But my instincts tell me it is folly. There will be more of these personalities (though few)….who will cross my path and draw out things in me my man cannot do. But you can’t keep falling for them and moving from one partner to the other.
You gotta learn to take responsibility and stand by your word…your life’s map…your plans. You gotta do the responsible thing.
What do you think?
#STAYING COMMITTED IN A RELATIONSHIP IN THE FACE OF TEMPTATIONS
#IS MONOGAMY POSSIBLE?