BEAUTIFUL LOVE, The Ex; by me

I’M SORRY

No I can’t take one more step

Towards you

Coz loving you is too painful

No I can’t take one more

Step towards you

Coz you in my life is a tornado

 

An enigma to my mind

And yet my heart’s best friend

Your love is cryptic to my soul

But in your snuggle

Doth my heart smile

 

Still¬†I can’t take one more step

Towards you

Coz with you I burn

No I can’t take one more step

Coz with you I drown

 

You loved me before you knew me

Thought your love was strange

You oscillate even in your anger

Wished I had kissed you deeper- though

 

You loved me against reason

…Against promise

…….Against peace

 

But I chose peace to you

Chose the lake

His humdrum kisses to your

Crazy- passion lips

 

Coz

Real love burns; fake love stoics

Steering¬†True Love’s ship

Too difficult

Too arduous

 

So I’m turning tables

And tabling our love for good

I’m a hypocrite; yes I know

But how am I supposed to feel

When you always striking

My Achilles heel

 

My ticker doth need defense

And against you is it vulnerable

So do me a favor

Be my ghost not my reality

01/10/2013

Cayenne

 

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The Ex; by me

YOU HAPPENED

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You gave me everything I had ever

Dreamt of

You made my wishes come true

The unrealistic wishes of a silly

Adventurous lass

 

Ending a fight in a passionate kiss

With you it came true

Walking by the sea at night

With you it came real

 

Having a poem fight in our anger

With you it came true

Pillow fighting till we lost our breath

With you it came real

 

Looking at me like I was his world

With you it came true

Kissing the back of my hand

A beautiful gesture

With you it came real

 

Seeing the tears of a man for the first

Time

With you it came true

Having a man cherish the very ground

I stepped on

With you it came real

 

You loved me before you knew me

Never thought that was possible

You loved me against reason, against

Peace, against hope

Thought your love was strange

 

You nursed my wounds in oblivion

To yours

Outlandish

You kissed my feet and loved me

Above God

Impossibility

 

In your arms I felt safe

Yet empowered to take on the world

You grew my esteem till I became

The woman I am

 

You leaned on me and wept in

Your exhaustion of life’s battles

You shared your dreams and hopes

And

I fell in love for the first time

 

In the intensity of your kisses

I was lost in another world

In the safety of your arms I

Escaped the fears of my childhood

 

We danced in the moonlight and

Made love with our minds each day

In you was what I dreamed

And yearned

And wished

And still crave for

 

I love you

…I LOVE YOU

I have never loved a man so

But with you life is a sea

My heart dancing- My heart aches

 

For you strike my Achilles heel

In your arms am I most vulnerable

But we are never so defenseless

Against suffering

As when in love.

21/09/2013

Cayenne

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