Naughty Love

Virgin Night 

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Hearts soaring on a thrill of a vacation
Never experienced
Uncertainties await two lovers
But in the face of uncertainties
There is no room for
Worry for
Freedom is bliss

Now at hindsight
I know not which is more beautiful

Our spooning nights
Your slow breath against my skin
Your hairy arms wrapped around
My tummy
Our legs entangled with the foreign
Feel of your naked
Masculine thighs on mine

Or
The art of my feminine figure
In your masculine shirt
Tiptoeing about the room
To the revel of your hungry eyes

Oh
My soft heart did leap
When I beheld a man wrapped in
White Towel
Emerging from the bathroom
In hairy endowment as of a teen wolf

But my memory can
Never paint well nor do justice to
The glory of the moment
When I felt like a woman
In the arms of a strong black man

Oh he was black
And strong
And I had never known wetness
Till my legs shook with Prolonged- delayed
Pleasure
And my body begged your very entrance
Though my lips chose not to employ

And the escapes of my lips’ groans
Underestimated the experience of
You taking me!
Unbearable pleasure
Painful pleasure
Pain in pleasure
Was all my body did know
Till it was over
And you lay on me
Like a baby
It was the night of 5th July 2015

                             6th July 2015
                              Natasha- City

The first times’ of everything is always a moment to cherish forever for there is never going to be anything like the first time! The first kiss…the first touch…the first time his hand touched your cheeks….the first dance..the first time you walked hand in hand…………….the first night together!

Mum and dad will say it was on their wedding night but we all know that isn’t true 🙈☺️

Every emotion is heightened and there are butterflies in the tummy no matter how mature you act! Seeing her in a bathrobe is a thrill! Seeing him with a towel wrapped around his waist is a thrill! And when sweet oh night finally arrives and you feel his arms going around your tummy…hairy legs wrapping around your legs and his hardness pressed against your bum you will have to shut your eyes and suppress the youthful giggle and pray you get to still keep your virginity.☺️

But from the above……you know I wasn’t able to keep mine….😊🙈

HASHTAGS
#THE FIRST NIGHT TOGETHER
#BREAKING THE VIRGINITY OF A RELATIONSHIP

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Beautiful Love*

An Adventurous Night 


 

Lying in your arms

In the stillness of the night

Sharing one breath

As our noses crush against

Each other

-The most beautiful moment

I had ever experienced with you

That it could last forever-

As Enrique played music making

Love to our ears

Highlighting and capturing the moment

Wrapping my young heart in sweet

love and bliss

Listening to your intermittent

Snore…

My thoughts run into the midnight air

Envisaging a life together…

Nights like these

If we would still spoon together

On marriage nights

When been in love

Has burned away

But who cares……….

That I have this moment is

All my beating heart can feel

That you are mine

Is the only thrill my mind can

Comprehend and handle now

And I hate that I have to spoil

The moment and

Wake you up

Before the cocks give their loudest

Crow

And mummy finds her girl

Lying in the arms of a man

In her own hall.

….”giggling”,………

                                 16/5/15

                                  Natasha- City

# THE EARLY DAYS OF A RELATIONSHIP WHERE EVERY TOUCH MATTERS AND LYING IN HIS ARMS IS SUCH A BIG DEAL

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Naughty Love

Persona non grata


Intimacy was when my eyes
Glanced into yours and
You caught my thoughts before
I could grasp them back

Intimacy was when you
Caressed me back with your
Synchronizing thoughts and I didn’t Have to feel like a flirt

Intense became the surrounding Environment when my soul
Recognized your very kind
Stimulates
My very delight…
And as our intellect began to fondle
Over a mug of coffee
And your eyes undressed my
World view and beliefs
I found that I could ride on the
Waves of your gray matter for an eternity
And share caffeinated secrets with
Your lit eyes and attentive ears for
A decade

And if we allow
Ourselves…
Our brains
To continually stroke each other
We will get to that familiar juncture…
Where
Our hormones
Would want to also mingle

Coz I’m already staring at your
Hairy hands
And wondering if they are only
Good at tapping the table
And my mind is already placing
My arms around your neck
Waltzing to “all of me”.

So we have to end here
You’ve been a pleasant distraction
In my harmony of life plans
And I have a man to go back to.
Adios😊
…..”giggling”…….
                              14/11/15
                               Tasha
To Herbert
     Malcolm
     Ekow
     Kumaku
     And all the guys I’ve ever been    
     Tempered to flirt with😊

There are people you come across in life that might have a look that might just seize your attention. There are those who might have the spirit that attracts you. There are those who have the brains that gets your mind wet and hungry for an infinite conversation.

All these at one point in time have crossed my path and left a trail of excitement and joy. But I had a focus and I had to move on and not succumb to the temptation to date. Some were easy to say good bye to; others…is a story to tell.

The latter  were the brain ones…the ones who’s thought processes get me wet and I never have enough of a conversation with them….who’s words were like flowing poetry- add to that a romantic heart and mature arms strong enough to make you feel like a woman! Damn! How do you resist that!

But still they remain a persona non grata coz you’ve got other plans for your life……and you just can’t include him…..Or her. And if any of these happen to come by when you’re already in a relationship- damn! That’s worse.

Have you ever felt that way?

#FLIRTATIONS YOU COULD NOT TAKE SERIOUS THOUGH YOU WANTED TO
#FLIRTING FOR A WHILE BEFORE LETTING GO
#HANDLING A FLIRTATION

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Painful Love

When I say I love you…

  


When I say I love you
I mean
I can’t believe you are mine
That
With all the boundaries around you
I’m the woman who gets to have
Your heart

When I say I love you
I mean
You are wonderful
Your heart
Your strength
Your commitment
Your vision
They leave me in awe
And knowing I’m at the center
Of these makes me feel like
The luckiest woman on earth

But when i say I love him
I mean
With him I feel beautiful
Effortlessly
In my skin
In my personality
In my being

With him
I smile effortlessly
I Loose all my phobias
And begin to soar

When I say I love him
I mean
His name makes me
Wet
And I don’t need a lube
His words overflow my heart
With living poetry
Poetry in abundance
And I’m forever aching to write
And live the next day

With him I REST
And yet take on larger responsibilities
I blossom and never feel weary
I laugh and I’m ready to
Try salsa dancing
I begin building my life
And not with weary eyes
But eyes filled with life and meaning

With him I’m vulnerable
And yet strong
Passionate and yet focused
Playful and yet mature
A girl and yet a woman
Sexy and yet demure
And life suddenly
Takes on a new form!

In this journey with you
I was armed for every huddle
We would face
But my heart never conceived
A huddle of this kind
And my neurons were never prepared
For pain they could not block
Oxytocin at it’s peak

I have taken the steps
My heart promised you
A time before today

To keep and cherish your heart
Forever
Was my promise to you
And I swear I would never break it

And I can only but pray
Fervently
That time will do it’s job
And heal this
Terrible Ache and throbbing desire
That threatens to make life
Bleak and loose essence
In my eyes
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That threatens to explode and
Shed tears unending………
Tears for a man
I would never get to love
Tears for a man
Who resembled my Life’s Answer

Sigh
Help me God
                                  05/05/16
                                  Natasha- City

Maybe if your lover had all these other abilities he/she seems to lack…then the relationship would be Perfect! Yes you love him or her just the way he is….she is……but

If only he could be more supportive….put more effort in looking good…..be more romantic and spontaneous…..more in tune with how you feel. Damn! Then the relationship will be just perfect!
Lol
But we are all human- flawed beings…..and perfection will always be a stone’s throw away.

As long as it’s not a ‘gulf’ away but a stone’s throw away, there’s no need dumping him/her for the next person you’ve fallen for. You might be chasing an illusion you will regret a life too late.

Just some few silences left…..some last fading words…….then I’ll be able to forget about him…..and stay faithful to my partner.

#STAYING FAITHFUL
#IN LOVE WITH TWO
#WHO DO I LOVE?

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