If it took you a year to come back
To me
My anger would have burned
But it took you forever
And now I have no anger left
Inside me
I just miss you
Your cartoon laughter
Your childish ways
(And yeah I know you matured)
Your never ending conversations
That say; my mind will hurt
If I don’t talk
I miss your company
And I wonder what I did
For you to walk away
If you had taken a year
I know I would have snobbed you if
You ever came back
But now you’ve taken forever
And I know I would hug you should I
Ever see you
A part of me wants to forget you
Walk on’ like I never knew you
A part of me wants to loathe you
Snob you’ should we ever cross
Paths
And a part of me just wants to say
I miss you’
So we are moving on
I’m getting a job
Then getting married
Then finishing my masters
Then having kids
So I’m closing my mind to you
Cause carrying you in my heart
Whether waiting to snob or hug you;
Hurts
And my mind can’t carry this
Unconcious burden no more
So it’s good bye for now
Till we meet when we 40.
Nov., 2013
Tasha