The cost of loving you- Nikita

 

 

You’re so strong

Too strong

You fight the battles I don’t want

You to fight

And you get bruised

And I come

Always come

So close to loosing you!

You fight life’s battles

People’s battles

The world’s battles!

And at times I feel

Everyone has you except me

 

You’re so stubborn

Too stubborn

It stopped been cute

The day you walked away

Into fire

That left you half dead

And you expected me to wait

To see if you would die

And if not….’exhale’

Well guess what

You left me dead the

Moment you walked out that door

 

You’re so beautiful

Too beautiful

I can’t stop staring

I get injured in life

Many a times

Coz my focus is on you and

Not on the road

You in my album, phone gallery

On my bedroom wall

Heart and mind…

 

Your heart so beautiful

You carry everyone in it

You’re a saint and

Glorious

But then before it happens

I know you’ll die a Martyr’s death

And I would die along with you

 

That’s if I stay

That’s if I didn’t loose my soul

That day you danced with the fire

That’s if my idiocy allows

Forgiveness again

And I let you into my arms

To continue fighting for us

 

But I’m done

Loving you killed me

A century ago

And this person speaking

Is just a walking dead

And came to convey a message

That the cost of loving you

Is too painful

Too costly

So

Goodbye my lover.

19/11/2014

Tasha

Written after watching the day Michael walked out on Nikita( Nikita; season 4). So emotional I almost died!

 

Nikita’s wrong? Was been too strong (with a determined heart)….too stubborn(it was no longer cute…especially the day she walked away)…..too beautiful (physical prowess and beauty of her heart)