I was born with your golden spoon
In my mouth
I was born with your love
Grew up in the warmth of
Basking in your love even as a child
I didn’t know you
No one needs to show a child
And every time I would ask
You would supply
And would speak when you couldn’t
Even if you were silent
For a season
You awed me with your wonder
But you’ve been silent for long
And it seems you’ve failed me
All is crashing down around me
I thought you were leading me!!!!
So why is all crashing down?!!
And why can’t I see your saving hand!!!!
I don’t know how to do anything
With my hands
I don’t know how to start working
On my own
Building without you
Walking without faith
Investing with my human strength
All I know how to do is to trust you!
I’m not used to manual labor
I’m used to resting in your arms
Walking like a princess
Confidence deeply rooted in my papa!
Now must I live like a pauper?
Planting and watching over my shoulder?!
Trust with borders?!
I can’t Lord!
Too pampered to begin such a life!
Not when I’ve known your rest
Speak my Lord!
Speak to me!
Break the silence!
Slice it in two!
Treat me like Job no longer!
Let me not break!
I can’t imagine a life without your love!
I was created to be loved
And my spirit knowth it well.
Gal 4…..”Now I say that the heir, as long as he is a child, does not differ at all from a slave, though he is master of all, but is under guardians and stewards until the time appointed by the father…….
Therefore you are no longer a slave but a son, and if a son, then an heir of God through Christ”
From childhood I have lived with this knowledge….that I am an heir of Christ…a peculiar one….I am Royalty! And that whiles people are running this journey (a race), I am running with God (Grace).
And so though I work hard and plan my life I always do it with the knowledge that he is in control and what my human strength can accomplish- his grace can make me accomplish a hundredfold!
And then I get to a point in my life where all seems to be fail me….and it seems I have no one in the world and I’m crushing……it seems I’m going to loose all that I ever held dear……..and still God is no where on the scene.
Then they tell me….don’t put your trust in a God…….depend on your own strength and focus on your goals.
But how does a Royal begin to live like a Pauper. I have always known that in the midst of all his awesome creation and the universe I am the CENTER of focus (man) and to live as if I wasn’t loved would be the greatest error! To live as if I was not Royalty would be the greatest error!
And this isn’t a God I have known by theory but by experience! I refuse to give up! They that wait upon The Lord shall mount up with wings like eagles! I will not give up!
When you come across huddles in life God says guard your heart- take every thought captive! Refuse to settle beneath your promise! For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal- 1st Cor 10:4. Speak what you believe and let God’s word take authority over your situation!
#REFUSING TO SETTLE BENEATH MY PROMISES AND HERITAGE
#I WAS MADE TO KNOW YOUR LOVE
#I AM ROYALTY